It's not often in life that you encounter someone who is almost like you in many ways and then something strikes to make you so different. Mothering a child is one of the most important things you do in life. For the most part it is what makes us as women complete. Unfortunately not all of us are able to feel such beauty that lies within us. I have a very dear friend that cannot bare children and this is where we differ. I wish with all my heart that I could give her such a wonderful gift. The gift of life. I love this friend and truly wish I could do more than just offer support. How much support can one extend and how much more can my friend stand to hear, "Don't worry, I'm sorry, or I'm here for you"? She is so deserving of be allowed to mother. Why is God not hearing me? I have prayed for her and have asked him to please bless her. How is it that this one thing sets us from being so much alike? We are different in this one aspect and it breaks me to know that she pains so terribly. I no longer know how to comfort her nor do I know how to fix it. She's a vibrant woman who can make you laugh at a drop of a dime with her sarcasm and quick one liners. She's so loving and never judgemental of others. We actually fit like an old snug glove. Niki, te quero mucho and God has a plan. Please never for get that you are always in my thoughts and are dearly loved by me and your nieces. I will continue to pray with you.
