My hubby and I

Jesse

Jesse, how should I start you sweet little boy. I have told your mom how much I care for you and your little sister. Between us you have taken a little piece of my heart. Right now you're only five years old but some times you make laugh because I tend see a little old man. You have this movement you do with your head and lift your shoulders at the same time. You then let go of this smirk that just makes me see how sweet you are. It can almost make you get a bag of marsh mellows. Ha ha ha. That is exactly what happen this after noon. You little devil you:)0

As much as you can make me smile you can also make me ache that's due to me feeling how at times others like adults or children don't get you. To others they may see a child that is just being annoying when in fact they don't take the time to listen to what you are trying to say. Jesse, I hope you never let yourself become inverted because you are a very bright boy and deserve to be heard. Never let others put you down or use you as a door mat. You little one are far from that. Be assertive and always be determine in this world there is no room for quiters. So remember what your titi Sheress is going to tell you, "NEVER EVER QUIT and ALWAYS BE YOU". One more thing sweetie your mommy loves you and will always be by your side.

Maria, I will always be here for you and I hope by now you know my heart and shoulder are always available to you. I love you and the kids immensely.

My Dear Friend

It's not often in life that you encounter someone who is almost like you in many ways and then something strikes to make you so different. Mothering a child is one of the most important things you do in life. For the most part it is what makes us as women complete. Unfortunately not all of us are able to feel such beauty that lies within us. I have a very dear friend that cannot bare children and this is where we differ. I wish with all my heart that I could give her such a wonderful gift. The gift of life. I love this friend and truly wish I could do more than just offer support. How much support can one extend and how much more can my friend stand to hear, "Don't worry, I'm sorry, or I'm here for you"? She is so deserving of be allowed to mother. Why is God not hearing me? I have prayed for her and have asked him to please bless her. How is it that this one thing sets us from being so much alike? We are different in this one aspect and it breaks me to know that she pains so terribly. I no longer know how to comfort her nor do I know how to fix it. She's a vibrant woman who can make you laugh at a drop of a dime with her sarcasm and quick one liners. She's so loving and never judgemental of others. We actually fit like an old snug glove. Niki, te quero mucho and God has a plan. Please never for get that you are always in my thoughts and are dearly loved by me and your nieces. I will continue to pray with you.

Friday Fill-in

1. If I could travel back in time, I'd go to the 1800's.

2. Give me Liberty or give me Money.

3. I am listening to my teacher lol explain how to properly link the memes. 101 linking for dumb dumbs.

4. Somewhere, someone is thinking how much I love them.

5. I'll always be by childrens side.

6. My idea of a good time includes Sex, sex, sex and more sex.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to reading, tomorrow my plans include shopping and Sunday, I want to watch some television in peace!